afternoon son well we are getting sorted slowly but surely we miss u each and every day its all a struggle now i am starting to take in that you will never be home again i havent just lost my son i have lost my best freind my wee man we argued so much at time too alike dad said haha well son i would do anything in this life if only i could have you home here in my arms again i feel like i have let you down a mother is ment to protect there kids and i couldent do that with you not even when u were small you would still do the things that you were told no to but that was you sean indipendant from the start i am so proud you always said i would be a proud mother and god bless ababy i am just wish hadnet been this way miss you so much my darling son love you always mum n dad xxxxxxxxx