sean you were always fun lovinng gentle and funny i miss the smiles i miss the cheaky grin when you would come home tiered and with the huge wash bag for me i miss the mess you would leave behind you when you were home but most of all my darling i miss your voice saying hey mam i miss you now and always will the pain is there i am sure will fade come time as many happy thougts come tome but its so new and the pain so raw love always mum xxxx