well son i have finally managed to attend your grave over a two week ime it was amazing being able go the grave and spend my time with you darling do what i needed to do to make it a more personal place from myself and daddy i miss ever thing about you and i miss you every day and yes we are trying hard move forward and we are getting there baby boy you were my star in life and you remain my bright star at night loved always never forgotten never love always mum dad and bengie xxxx