hello my darling son well son am still and always will be lost in my life without u in it i have been sorting things and found so many things i forgot i still had my sweetness but well no matter to me i have 22 yrs of fantastic memorys baby and they will help me throught this bleak sad empty time ia time that i always thought we would all pull together and help each other just not ment to be i guess but i have our family all ur cuzes and all they are great they have been fab love em all so so much but still no same as having you son angela and bud have been our life line they the best freinds in the hwole world i wud never want anyone other than her as my bestest mate always there no matter what she is a gem u know all this anyways hunni well am away try get some sleep love u so so much baby and i miss u with all my heart mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx