well son now four months since we lost the sparcle in our lives we are finding things so hard right now babes we miss u every second of ever day i looked in the mirror yesterday and my eyes look so empty well what can i say the love of our lives the reason for our being is gine and we are left with mear memories i know that you died in the thick of things as you would have wanted my darling you lived and breathed army life you made us so proud son with everything you did you were more than a giant to your men and family you were our god we will miss and remember you always till we meet again soon my darling baby love always your mum xxxxxxx